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So basically I was 'offered' the chance to teach my favorite elective next semester today. I haven't taught it in two years due to the shortage of teachers in my department. They first wanted to just collapse a section of my AP World History and sort those kids into my other AP World classes and give me the elective. But that just means I'd have the same number of kids, plus my new section of kids, and just more grading and prep so I said I'd do it as an extra-contractual. Took them 28 minutes to move through the process and jump through the hoops of approving my extra-contractual. Yeah, it's more work, but at least this way I get paid for it. I'm already tired.
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After working 40 hours of online scoring on my break it pretty much means that the only days I wasn't working were the days I was cooking and cleaning for the holidays. I feel like I've pretty much got the vacant thousand yard stare going on and feel like I want to sleep for a week. So of course it's back to work tomorrow to meet the new principal transition team and hear their thoughts on the transition. Since the meeting takes place before class at 6:50 AM I'm pretty sure I'll give it a hard pass in favor of getting my shit together for the first class I see at 7:23. I have to admit it's getting harder and harder for me to work up the reasons and the enthusiasm for continuing to do this. But hey, it's semester end in two weeks, so there's that, right?

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Dec. 21st, 2018 08:02 pm
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I am officially on break. Am I working 8 hour shifts scoring tomorrow and Sunday? Yes, I am. But at least I managed to get all my grading (well, most of it) finished before I left school at 5 tonight. The kids left at 10:30 for their half-day. Baby is up on his perch staring creepily down on me and somehow that is all right. He's left the tree and presents alone so I'm pretty happy about that. Trying to be happy about the food and presents and time with family that Christmas brings, even if current events unfolding are a real shitshow.

Oh, and my principal is leaving as of today. So once again, we will be the good ship without a captain. I've had ten principals in my twenty years in the building. They come and they go as do the APs. And everyone acts like the building depends on the admin to run. No one ever suggests that the building runs just fine with all admin gone, just like no one ever seems to mention that the building won't run at all without teachers, secretaries, and custodians. Education, especially public education is fucked. I wish someone would offer me something else to do that I want to do and that would allow me to continue to pay my bills.

Oh, and the House has officially adjourned, guaranteeing the government shutdown.
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Got in to my classroom at 6 AM and left my classroom at 6 PM and did nothing but grade and enter scores as the kids worked on reclaiming their points from our last test. I'm pretty much down to a huge mountain of late work just thrown at me as we approach Friday before Christmas Break, but I refuse to take anything home with me or to go in to my room over break. Cuz I have 40 hours of scoring on my side hustle over the few days we have off.

Ah, the teacher life.
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thank god. i came home from class tonight and there it was...burn notice, right where it belonged on my tv. michael and fiona and sam and madelyn. so pretty and witty and come back from hiatus to save me from the suckfest this time of the year has become.

one day of school left this week. graduation tomorrow night. a weekend spent writing essay answers for the test i take on monday night. then four days of school next week, packing up my room and finals, and then i am finished. well, until the sixteenth when i go back to writing curriculum. and i have my class until the eighteenth.

see what i mean about the suckfest?
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today was made of suck. a little less than five weeks left and the asshat is bleeding out of these kids. one of mine is separated for pulling a knife on another kid in school yesterday. and in all the years i've been doing this i can honestly say that i have ever rarely really disliked a kid, but  i've got a couple right now just pushing my buttons with the attitude and disrespect and stupid they're currently celebrating.

add to that the meeting after school once again asking us what we can do, how we can work harder to get these kids who do nothing in class to pass and i'm just over the edge. i don't have a lot right now to spare for them when i'm busting ass trying to get the kids who really try but have problems ready for the end of the year and a killer final.

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Apr. 24th, 2009 03:42 pm
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thank god is right. another week closer to the end. pink slips went out to the non-tenured teachers today, as required. how many are recalled depends on which plan for closing buildings/reassigning teachers is adopted by the school board at their meeting next week. also up for debate is privatization of custodial staff and bus drivers based on consolidating routes. needless to say, there are a lot of unhappy campers in our little district.

but this came in our email today and presents the six phases of teaching. i think i vascillate between stage five and six. 

www.youtube.com/watch
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i hate mondays. and i'm kinda not really fond of tuedsays either. especially this tuesday, as tomorrow is my appointed day to go to the principal's office and justify my failure rate, because you know, failure is not an option. except, well, it kinda is since people choose it all the time. and we still have the grade on report cards and things.
 
i can teach. i can teach anyone who wants to learn. i can even make people who thought they didn't like learning or history rethink that. but i can't learn for them and i can't make them learn if they truly have chosen not to. there has to be an alternative for those people choosing that path. 

producing a generation of students who choose not to learn or choose to fail because they will not/cannot choose to engage is a cultural and a social issue that cannot be remedied in the twelve weeks i have a student in my room.

i need some help there.

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